Archive for the ‘me’ Category

A Year Older

Saturday, July 31st, 2010
With this birthday I am married and Life On The Fast Lane will be changed to Life On The Married Lane in the coming week.Thank you bloggers for all your wishes on my previous post :)

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Friday, July 30th, 2010

My indecisiveness lead me to this:

Magic 8

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Friday, July 30th, 2010
My indecisiveness lead me to this:
Magic 8
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Video Premiere: “You Lost Me” by Christina Aguilera

Friday, July 23rd, 2010

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Video Premiere: “You Lost Me” by Christina Aguilera

Friday, July 23rd, 2010

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Video Premiere: “You Lost Me” by Christina Aguilera

Friday, July 23rd, 2010

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Video Premiere: “You Lost Me” by Christina Aguilera

Friday, July 23rd, 2010

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Video Premiere: “You Lost Me” by Christina Aguilera

Friday, July 23rd, 2010


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Life is Change..

Tuesday, July 20th, 2010

In a few months life is going to change for me drastically..hopefully it will be greater than I expect..am I nervous? of course...but I think to take such a step is a must..we all need to do things in life that are challenging otherwise there isn't a point in living...I have the kind of personality where I am always on the move..I cannot..I REPEAT..I CANNOT stand sitting at home and having nothing else to do..I wonder each day how people do this...Gone shopping CHECK...Ate my heart out CHECK...Spent hours talking on the phone CHECK....what else is there to do?

I know I've said this before but Kuwait can be boring sometimes and I guess the weather doesn't help..

There are NO JOBS here...especially with my major...it's getting tougher and tougher in Kuwait...makes me dream of wanting to escape...then again I know it won't be that easy living outside either...honestly...I respect the fact that in, say for example, the UK people work in a certain system...here...we have people who are too lazy to do their mundane job properly...thus we all suffer doing useless paper work that we didn't need to do in the first place if the people did their job...let not forget the unfairness of vitamin "W"...it seems that the only way to get a job is by "pulling some strings" or all of them!!...I know some people who have graduated after me who are now working...anyways I'm not complaining...I like to think of these months as a way to prepare me for the difficult life I'm about to begin...a7asiskum inny badish 7arb :P:P

I've realised that with time I started getting used to my life the way it is..everytime I complain I remember all my blessings then I shut up...it's normal to think like this (I think)...ironically I've become more patient and calm...

Let's see...running through my memory I have to say the past 10 years I've met sooooooo many people...but not many stuck...which is why I believe LIFE=CHANGE I accept this because I believe everything happens for the best..I morn for a while and eventually I move on...the memories are there...and each person left a part of themselves with me...which is why we are made of peices of a puzzle..each person we meet leaves a piece with us...

I don't think I hate anyone...we've all gotten hurt but I don't hold grudes...life is way too short...

So...this is me rambling about my thoughts which I haven't done for a long time!!

I don't even think anyone wud read this!! :P

I'll continue this later...you will understand everything soon ;)

Enjoy!
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NEW: Love All Over Me

Monday, July 19th, 2010

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Monica, I LOVE THIS !

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Must-Watch: Video Premiere: “Love All Over Me” by Monica

Friday, July 16th, 2010

This is probably one of the greatest ballads of the new decade. It’s just pure smooth R&B luster with some loved-up lyrics. Perfect. And the video isn’t bad either.

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Must-Watch: Video Premiere: “Love All Over Me” by Monica

Friday, July 16th, 2010

This is probably one of the greatest ballads of the new decade. It’s just pure smooth R&B luster with some loved-up lyrics. Perfect. And the video isn’t bad either.


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Farwell To My Single Life

Friday, July 16th, 2010

Farwell To My Single Life

Friday, July 16th, 2010

Farwell To My Single Life

Friday, July 16th, 2010

I h8 Blud

Wednesday, July 14th, 2010
They took three tubes of blood from me today...Waiting for the results!

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UPDATE: There isn't anything wrong...It's "hypochromia" Hypo=low Chromia=colour...so ANEMIA..need more IRON
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Finally!

Tuesday, July 13th, 2010
Almost Fixed my sleep...
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The making of “You Lost Me” by Christina Aguilera

Friday, July 9th, 2010

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The making of “You Lost Me” by Christina Aguilera

Friday, July 9th, 2010


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Country Cookies

Thursday, July 8th, 2010
I am a big fan of cookies and often I need to munch on something with a different taste after any meal. I was shopping at Giant last month when I picked up Country Cookies and they turned out to be really tasty.I am looking for something different this time. I have been looking around to find some crunchy chocolate chip cookies. I like them to be filled with chocolate and hazelnut. I don't

Omar Afuni covers Christina Aguilera’s “You Lost Me”

Saturday, July 3rd, 2010

The only especially good track on Bionic gets a nice cover. We like the staccato in the beginning!


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Outdated Road Advertisements

Wednesday, June 30th, 2010
While driving I have noticed a few outdated road advertisements on the streets. I would say they dont give out a good image. Like the one above I took it yesterday when I got out of J.Marriott. The date on it shows 18 - 20 April 2010. I wonder who is responsible to take these off once the event is over!!!

Official cover art from Christina Aguilera’s single “You Lost Me”

Saturday, June 26th, 2010

Christina Aguilera has finalized the decision to release the SiA-penned ballad as her second single in a bid to save her album from completely tanking. If there is one song that is to be salvaged from the mess that is Bionic it’s “You Lost Me.” Not to sure how a ballad will function these days’ charts, but it’s better than anything else she has.


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The Yas Hotel

Friday, June 25th, 2010

During my recent trip to Dubai/Abu Dhabi last week I decided to stay at the The Yas Hotel in Abu Dhabi. I landed in Dubai, rented a car from the airport and drove to Abu Dhabi. The hotel is beautiful and the design is amazing. The staff is very professional. Its surrounded by the Formula One track and to be opened soon Ferrari World. The hotel is 15 minutes drive from the city depending on the

The Yas Hotel

Friday, June 25th, 2010
During my recent trip to Dubai/Abu Dhabi last week I decided to stay at the The Yas Hotel in Abu Dhabi. I landed in Dubai, rented a car from the airport and drove to Abu Dhabi. The hotel is beautiful and the design is amazing. The staff is very professional. Its surrounded by the Formula One track and to be opened soon Ferrari World. The hotel is 15 minutes drive from the city depending on the

Don’t Quote Me, Vol. 406

Wednesday, June 23rd, 2010

“And you ask for forgiveness
You’re asking too much
I have sheltered my heart in a place you can’t touch
I don’t believe when you tell me your love is real
Because you don’t know much about heaven boy
If you have to hurt to feel”

- Sarah McLachlan on “Forgiveness


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Caribou Coffee - Small Quotes

Wednesday, June 23rd, 2010
I was at Caribou Coffee today morning when my eyes caught some funny quotes written on their tissue/coffee cups. I really like the idea. --- Makes one stop and read it all.

Drake’s official single cover for “Miss Me” featuring Lil Wayne

Monday, June 21st, 2010

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Drake’s official single cover for “Miss Me” featuring Lil Wayne

Monday, June 21st, 2010


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Video Premiere: “Show Me Your Stuff” by Diamonds Rings

Sunday, June 20th, 2010

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Video Premiere: “Show Me Your Stuff” by Diamonds Rings

Sunday, June 20th, 2010


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Brandy new track “You Make Me Feel” got leaked

Wednesday, June 16th, 2010

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Brandy new track “You Make Me Feel” got leaked

Wednesday, June 16th, 2010

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Fantasia’s official single cover for “Back To Me”

Tuesday, June 15th, 2010


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Happy Blog Birthday

Monday, June 14th, 2010
The past week I have been so busy with work that didn't realise how time passed. While at the airport now before my departure flight to Dubai I just remembered that today its been 3 great years I have completed with my blog.Great good days from ranting to sharing experiences about my daily life and the lovely bloggers I have been around. I would like to thank all of you who have been with me all

Frustration!

Wednesday, June 9th, 2010

I have realised that I have a hard time making decisions whether it’s what to order or what to do. This bad habbit becomes a problem mostly when it comes down to life changing situations…sometimes once I decide on something…I re-evaluate and re-evaluate.. and I questions over and over and over…I get confused…it drives me CRAZY!!

You will know what I’m talking about sooon

Apart from that…I miss it over there… :(

I’m addicted to YouTube again…

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14 WEEKS 2 GO
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Frustration!

Wednesday, June 9th, 2010

I have realised that I have a hard time making decisions whether it’s what to order or what to do. This bad habbit becomes a problem mostly when it comes down to life changing situations…sometimes once I decide on something…I re-evaluate and re-evaluate.. and I questions over and over and over…I get confused…it drives me CRAZY!!

You will know what I’m talking about sooon

Apart from that…I miss it over there… :(

I’m addicted to YouTube again…

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14 WEEKS 2 GO
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Frustration!

Wednesday, June 9th, 2010
I have realised that I have a hard time making decisions whether it's what to order or what to do. This bad habbit becomes a problem mostly when it comes down to life changing situations...sometimes once I decide on something...I re-evaluate and re-evaluate.. and I questions over and over and over...I get confused...it drives me CRAZY!!

You will know what I'm talking about sooon

Apart from that...I miss it over there... :(

I'm addicted to YouTube again...

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14 WEEKS 2 GO
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Interesting Friday

Saturday, June 5th, 2010
This weekend started a bit interesting and different from the usual. I woke up Friday morning at 5AM to join a friend at Early Bird in Jabriya for a quick breakfast. I thought we would be the only ones having breakfast there so early but I was wrong! They had a pretty decent crowd considering early morning. Had a Spanish omlette and orange juice which was good but a little heavy for that early

ORGANIZED!

Saturday, June 5th, 2010
I have FINALLY organized my email...after 5 and a 1/5 years of being busy with university...I have seen emails that are 6 years old :P damnnnn :P It feels great!
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My Teenage Crush

Wednesday, June 2nd, 2010
My mom thinks I am crazy since I told her I like her and the way she presents herself. I dunno whats there about her that makes me like her so much. If I see her on TV I am not moving away. I listen every word she speaks out. Knowing that I am not a type of person who would ever even say a word about any actress or TV presenter that she is cool or even complement how good they act. I guess I am

Morning Traffic

Tuesday, June 1st, 2010
Every morning no matter how early I leave from home it almost takes me 2 hours before I could get to my office. An hour on the road and the other 30 mins to an hour before I could park my car in the car park. The only solution I have is to leave at 6:30am which will take me then 45 minutes to get to Kuwait City and that's when I don't have to wait outsite the car park for another hour. But I am

Monday, May 31st, 2010
15 WEEKS 2 GO
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Monday, May 31st, 2010
15 WEEKS 2 GO
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Songs Playlist…

Sunday, May 30th, 2010
Do you link the songs while listening to them to the person who first recommended you to listen to it? I do a lot..At times I feel its weird but its just me...90% of the songs on my play list are from people around me who are still with me today or I have known them in past. While driving when I am listening to them I often remember that person. No matter what memories I have with these people I

Boiling Temperature

Friday, May 28th, 2010

Caribou Breakfast

Thursday, May 27th, 2010
One of my almost daily breakfast place is Caribou. With this summer heat I just want to have their coolers and a sandwich. But today I couldn't stop my self from having their cheese cake.I have to say it was the best cheese cake I had in sometime. It was so soft and tasty that I finished it off without any pauses. It was *YuMMY* . I would recommend all cheese cake lovers to try it...

Dusty Afternoon Movie

Monday, May 24th, 2010
As the weather was dusty and I didnt feel like working I decided to go and watch Prince Of Persia. The movie is really good and I recommend everyone to watch it. I cant wait for the 3D version of this movie as that will be worth watching again...

To The Lady In Red Cadillac and 112

Sunday, May 16th, 2010
First you tale gate my car.Second you cut my car missing it with few inches.Third when I ask you to drive safely you scream at me in return.Forth you have the guts to come behind my car and raise both your hands and show me your fingers.WTF!!What did I do?Called 112 to complain (I must say they have an excellent customer service and I am really impressed)They asked me to go to the police station

Guess Where Was I?

Tuesday, May 11th, 2010

Off To Bahrain

Thursday, May 6th, 2010
I am off to Bahrain with my mom for few days :) I will try to take as many pictures I can while I am there but might not be able to post...Image: Source

Friday, April 23rd, 2010
STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS and more STRESS!!
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No No No

Thursday, April 22nd, 2010
I am sick and tired of fast food. It just takes me no where apart from making me sick in the next few hours!! I had already stopped Soda (Pepsi/Coke) for sometime but lately I started drinking again.So I decided from today onwards no matter how much I crave for this junk food i will never have it. I will keep updating here with my progress... and if I break my own rules I pay the same amount of

Cravings

Thursday, April 15th, 2010

Before I used to have these cravings after any meal when I want to eat something sweet. But lately it has turned into something odd. All I want to have is Ice Cream and Chocolate Molten Cake. Give me a bucket full of Baskin Robbins ice cream and I will finish it off in a blink. I have tried to slow down my self on these sweets but with no success especially when every second person in my family

Cravings

Thursday, April 15th, 2010

Before I used to have these cravings after any meal when I want to eat something sweet. But lately it has turned into something odd. All I want to have is Ice Cream and Chocolate Molten Cake. Give me a bucket full of Baskin Robbins ice cream and I will finish it off in a blink. I have tried to slow down my self on these sweets but with no success especially when every second person in my family

Cravings

Thursday, April 15th, 2010
Before I used to have these cravings after any meal when I want to eat something sweet. But lately it has turned into something odd. All I want to have is Ice Cream and Chocolate Molten Cake. Give me a bucket full of Baskin Robbins ice cream and I will finish it off in a blink. I have tried to slow down my self on these sweets but with no success especially when every second person in my family

Wednesday, April 14th, 2010
Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak..Some time it means you are strong enough to let go...

Staying up!

Tuesday, April 13th, 2010
I'm addicted to staying up all night...I have to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep
Tomorrow....(dun dun duuuuuuuu) maybe my life style will change!
Getting ready for bed :D

Wish me luck!
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I need to…

Monday, April 12th, 2010
DIET! :/
…I don’t want to go through that life style again…
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I need to…

Monday, April 12th, 2010
DIET! :/
…I don’t want to go through that life style again…
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I need to…

Monday, April 12th, 2010
DIET! :/
...I don't want to go through that life style again...
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Hassan Opticians

Sunday, April 11th, 2010
I have been running around to get my glasses fixed for the past two weeks and I finally received them. The way Hassan Optician has dealt with my request I feel ashamed that such a big company with such a good name deal in such a lousy way...I bought prescription glasses from them last year and didn't wear them till mid of last year for the first time. Just recently I noticed that the coating on

Strange Incident

Friday, April 9th, 2010

I came in my shop and before going to the office I opened the drawer which is next to the cash machine to find out a pack of cigarettes. I asked the salesman that who the pack belonged too as I know non of the guys that work for me smoke. They said a lady was crossing from here smoking cigarette when all of a sudden she stopped and gave a pack to us. They said that they even told her that they

Strange Incident

Friday, April 9th, 2010
I came in my shop and before going to the office I opened the drawer which is next to the cash machine to find out a pack of cigarettes. I asked the salesman that who the pack belonged too as I know non of the guys that work for me smoke. They said a lady was crossing from here smoking cigarette when all of a sudden she stopped and gave a pack to us. They said that they even told her that they

Al Kout @ 9AM

Thursday, April 8th, 2010
I had some work in Al Kout today morning so left early thinking might find heavy traffic on my way. To my surprise it was empty and the weather was beautiful. I kept walking as I reached early and taking pictures.Sorry the pics are not the best quality as I took them with my Nokia E71.

I love Abraaj

Wednesday, April 7th, 2010
I feel its the best mineral water and its with me in my car, office, home...Summer is here so make sure you all consume plenty of water.What about you? Which brand of water do you prefer to drink?

Pinkberry

Tuesday, April 6th, 2010

I had a lot of things to do in the in morning, went to the warehouse, then got back to my office in city and then to the GMC dealership in Al Rai to get my car service. All this took a chunk of my time and by the time I was done with the service it was nearly 1pm. I didnt have breakfast so I was starving.After finishing with the service I went to Avenues and had a lunch at Fridays and then wanted

Pinkberry

Tuesday, April 6th, 2010
I had a lot of things to do in the in morning, went to the warehouse, then got back to my office in city and then to the GMC dealership in Al Rai to get my car service. All this took a chunk of my time and by the time I was done with the service it was nearly 1pm. I didnt have breakfast so I was starving.After finishing with the service I went to Avenues and had a lunch at Fridays and then wanted

How To Train Your Dragon

Monday, April 5th, 2010
Watched this movie over the weekend in 3D and have to say its one of the best movies I have watched in a while. So if you haven't watched it yet DON'T MISS IT!!

Hey!

Saturday, March 20th, 2010

It’s been a whole month since I posted…many things have happened for the past month..I’m a new aunt…again :P this time to a baby boy…I’m preparing for my second journy…:P hehe…

Whats up with this:

Why Can’t I Own a Canadian

I went to the P2bK exibition last night…it was sooooo much fun…I’m really glad Kuwait is slowly changing and encouraging the youth with their small businesses :D….especially to corn dogs idea :P I didn’t try it but I have thier number and will order..it was toooooooooo busy when I went! my fellow blogger also talked about it click here to read: Yousif

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Hey!

Saturday, March 20th, 2010

It’s been a whole month since I posted…many things have happened for the past month..I’m a new aunt…again :P this time to a baby boy…I’m preparing for my second journy…:P hehe…

Whats up with this:

Why Can’t I Own a Canadian

I went to the P2bK exibition last night…it was sooooo much fun…I’m really glad Kuwait is slowly changing and encouraging the youth with their small businesses :D….especially to corn dogs idea :P I didn’t try it but I have thier number and will order..it was toooooooooo busy when I went! my fellow blogger also talked about it click here to read: Yousif

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Hey!

Saturday, March 20th, 2010
It's been a whole month since I posted...many things have happened for the past month..I'm a new aunt...again :P this time to a baby boy...I'm preparing for my second journy...:P hehe...

Whats up with this:

Why Can't I Own a Canadian


I went to the P2bK exibition last night...it was sooooo much fun...I'm really glad Kuwait is slowly changing and encouraging the youth with their small businesses :D....especially to corn dogs idea :P I didn't try it but I have thier number and will order..it was toooooooooo busy when I went! my fellow blogger also talked about it click here to read: Yousif
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Crepe Caribou

Monday, March 1st, 2010

Hello boys and girls. If you’re not sexy please leave right now. Just kidding. I have a habit of blogging everyday about whatever I do but I passed on that the past two days since I had absolutely no time, just going out with friends from sunrise till sunset. Not that I’m some careless gay teenager, I like staying at home more, but I just had to clear my mind and have fun before I get back to the University, fat books and students staring at me which drains all the positive energy out of my body. That’s why today I went to Al-Raya, just to post something and get in the mood for writing and relaxing.

I wanted to make today for friends too like the past two days but I had enough, so I parted ways with them in Salmiya where they were having some coffee in Supreme Cafe. Salmiya is filled with unholy girls, it’s my least favorite place in Kuwait, so I left and went alone to Al-Raya for some me-time. Before heading to Caribou Coffee for my dose of caffeine I decided to have some light lunch in The Crepe Cafe, had a turkey with mushrooms crepe then headed to the coffee shop where some ignorant typical Arab who shouldn’t be in western coffee shops was using a place that had 5 seats all for himself.

So what to talk about? The latest in my life. Well, I have some issues with one my stupid friends, I’m working on my website and I’m studying. That sums up the most recent stuff that’s been happening. You wanted more? Naughty. My friend is a good guy but he’s over doing it, calling me 24/7 and asking me to hang out every day. I know I wanted a friend like that but his character is boring, no action. I’ll just ignore him the way the friend I like the most ignores me. It’s always like that, the person you love doesn’t love you, the person who loves you you don’t love him. What a beautiful world.

As for my website, it’s the most important thing I have since it’s the professional start of my career as a musician, I decided not to give a damn about the people I like who don’t like the idea of me becoming a singer. They can burn in hell for eternity. Be informed though that I’m not planning to be an Arabic singer, that’s nasty, maybe not even English. I want to gain fame in Japan, as crazy as that sounds, and maybe ask *Downtown to include me in one of their *batsu games since I really like laughing. Which reminds me, if you know anyone who can translate from English to Japanese then please contact me through email. You know you want to.

I’m also thinking about making a Kuwaiti goth community since I really like the dark side, but the problem is that the people we have here are childish and won’t do well in a community. But I guess if the community is kept online and is not taken beyond the internet and into real life such as organizing rock concerts then I believe it would survive. So I’m considering that option. Maybe I will merge between my music and the community somehow so that I won’t have to manage two websites which would be a hassle for me.

The university, if the people were cool in this private university I’m attending and stopped staring at me and giving me dirty looks then I would have loved going there every single day. As they say, if there were no people in heaven no one would want to go there. In my university there are no nice people, so I don’t want to go there. While I’m writing this article there is some jerk idiot who’s talking super loud with a fake American accent with his glasses above his head thinking he’s a big shot. He needs to be shot. Did you notice how I hate and look down at people so much? You want to kill me, and I love that.

*Downtown is the most famous comedian group in Japan consisting of two comedians, they host many shows and interview top celebrities and musicians in Japan, they also have a batsu (punishment) game where people try to make you laugh for 24 hours while cameras are rolling and if you laugh you get beaten with a club on your butt.


Friday Ramblings

Friday, February 26th, 2010

I think the cause of my boredom and declining social life is me stopping making rock music. When I used to make rock music I used to be busy the whole time, occupied with making a single song for 6 hours or more, and sometimes I have to work hours for weeks. Then when I upload the music I interact with my fans, talk with them about my music, my life and their lives. They end up adding me on their messenger, we hang out, socialize, all kinds of good stuff. Since I stopped for 3 weeks now my mood has been going down since then, everything seems to be messed up. So I decided to go back to making rock music. After all, each person needs to do what he’s good at, right?

Today I’m writing from Caribou Coffee, I haven’t been here for almost two weeks due to my health condition and having to cut down on caffeine. I left home with a t-shirt and I was wrong, it was cold, that’s why I ordered a hot mocha. Why is it cold? It was burning hot just a 4 days ago, what’s going on? I’m not sure, our weather doesn’t have a specific identity. I’m going to stay here for a while, at 2 PM I need to go see my mother, since my parents are divorced I have to take a long trip just to see her once every two weeks or so. I hate driving so much that’s why it’s a big problem for me having to take this trip every week. That’s why I want my next best friend to be someone who’d pick me up and take me anywhere.

I need to get a hair cut before next Tuesday, it’s gotten way too long and messy. My friend miss H. tells me it looks sexy, I think it looks stupid and wrong, and I end up wearing a cap most of the time since I don’t have the energy to style my hair every time I go out, and I hate caps! But it takes too much time and effort to style, that’s why. If it was shorter things would’ve been easier. I want to make my hair like my brother’s. Which reminds me of a certain someone who discovered his identity, well it was really easy with all the information I gave her already, so she’s not Sherlock Holmes or something. I’m older than her in one year and yet I’m getting manipulated into giving her personal information, she should work with the CIA or something.

These days I got addicted to the most unlikely game called Age of Empires III. I also have went into genius mood all of a sudden and started studying stuff we didn’t even get to in our classes yet. That’s a really weird mixture of things to happen, getting addicted to both gaming and studying at the same time. Just studying and waiting for my self to graduate in order for me to start something is not an idea that I accept. That’s why I decided t work really hard on my music to make it reach the next level. I’m also going to start working on a Japanese single since I really want to get into Japan’s fame and music scene at any cost. I’m looking for someone to translate my lyrics from English into Japanese, if you know someone please email me. My next website will be my blog and my official music website. It will replace my music page on MySpace and this blog.


This Life

Thursday, February 25th, 2010

The more you try to build bridges between you and other people the more they think that you are weak and need them to complete your life. Everyone thinks they are something more than what they really are. Instead of being thankful for your kindness they mistranslate your friendliness as a need, thinking that they are something more than you that you chase after. Luxury cars, friends from respectful families, going to high class places and social events. Having so many friends, going out day and night, going to the gym and traveling, starting a project or doing something and getting awarded or recognized for it. Don’t think that the first is worst than the latter, they are both as fake and hollow as each other. They are both categories of many other categories of people in life, and they all pathetic lies. The way they separate themselves from other categories of people, the way they think that they are the best of the rest, that they are living right and better than others, that their path is correct. To this day I haven’t seen one person who’s soul defines him and not his life, who’s emotions provoke him not his friends and the expectations of society. One real person who’s living based on his own deepest real conviction, not based on a belief born out of the need for attention, for society’s acceptation and self-improvement. Everyone has become slaves to their own community and the expectations of it and of those around them, from family, to friends, to loved ones. They shape their dreams based on what society and people accept and thinks highly of, not based on what their souls and hearts wants. Everyone is blinded from that truth since all they need to make them feel content and perfect is not what’s real, not the truth, but the comforts of the everyday routine, that’s all they need to make them feel complete and be quiet.

For years I have longed for a real life where the people around me are not trying to be somebodies, where I can share my life with people with real dreams, where I can chase after what I really need and want and be the person I really am, not what my life and people demands from me to be, not what my family, friends and society demands from me to dream of and become. I wish to know and meet a person or many people who’s hearts are eager to live a true life, not a life locked inside a box that others have made for us. Follow a course that we draw for ourselves not a course that our lives and society draws for us. Sailing the sea and exploring the world with your friends sounds ridiculous, because our society’s and the world’s unwritten law and invisible limits tells us that such things are absurd fantasies that whomever speaks of is speaking nonsense, is a human with a childish mind who needs to take to his responsibilities and accept what society labels as a reality. Those responsibilities are nothing but the pre-decided chores that people and our society have decided for us, making us follow the same very path of education and life to reach the same point at the end, and even if some of us are in points higher than others, we all still serve the same master, in-slaved by society’s and people’s demands instead of the demands of our hearts and souls. We have been taught to fear specific things and diseases, to buy specific things and products, to wish for this and not for that, to be happy when we get a job to work for strangers we never met, for a boss who could care less if we live or die, for a school where if you fail people tell you that it’s your loss and not theirs, that they could care less.

Even if one of us decides to not bow down to life, to chase after one’s heart instead of chasing after dreams that people and society manufactured for us, we’d still find ourselves in front of a big obstacle since in this life if you do not become part of the system you can’t live, if you don’t follow the path that society specified for you then you won’t be able to take another step ahead in your life and can only stand in your place without moving. That’s why everyone pretends that everything is perfect and right. So lifeless, dreamless, fake. Not only do they live a lie, but they also seem happy about it. Most would give in and look for love to make them feel complete even if there might come a day when that love would die or walk away on them and leave them devastated, some others give up and accept living a lie and being the slave of society’s demands and expectations and accepting fake happiness as long as it’s happiness. Only a few, though, would decide to kneel down to society until they are capable of living the life that their hearts truly want.


Video Premiere: “Lay There & Hate Me” by Ben Harper & The Relentless 7

Wednesday, February 24th, 2010

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One of Those Days

Tuesday, February 23rd, 2010

Today couldn’t be more normal than what it was. Waking up, having my breakfast cereal, surfing the internet, talking with friends, watching a movie. I wanted to add some spice to it but I had no ideas nor anything to do. So the only option for me was to mess around with one of my friends, I’m actually messing around with him as I write this. I sent him some weird messages and kept teasing him and laughing at his replies. What a dull day. I’m thankful though that it was peaceful and quiet. I guess I’ll just enjoy more freezing cold water, cool air condition, beautiful vanilla scented candle, keep messing with my friend until I fall asleep, hoping tomorrow would have some spice and everything nice. Powerpuff Girls! What am I mumbling about? Good night.

One of Those Days

Tuesday, February 23rd, 2010

Today couldn’t be more normal than what it was. Waking up, having my breakfast cereal, surfing the internet, talking with friends, watching a movie. I wanted to add some spice to it but I had no ideas nor anything to do. So the only option for me was to mess around with one of my friends, I’m actually messing around with him as I write this. I sent him some weird messages and kept teasing him and laughing at his replies. What a dull day. I’m thankful though that it was peaceful and quiet. I guess I’ll just enjoy more freezing cold water, cool air condition, beautiful vanilla scented candle, keep messing with my friend until I fall asleep, hoping tomorrow would have some spice and everything nice. Powerpuff Girls! What am I mumbling about? Good night.


Don’t Quote Me, Vol. 339

Monday, February 22nd, 2010

“The time to repair the roof is when the sun is shining” – John F. Kennedy

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Don’t Quote Me, Vol. 339

Monday, February 22nd, 2010

“The time to repair the roof is when the sun is shining” – John F. Kennedy

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